Another Round.

I hate knowing I’ve lost him completely, and yes, it is all my fault. He wont even see me now because he’s so scared of his feelings for me in case I hurt him again. And I won’t, I swear on everyone’s life I will never hurt him again, I love him so so much.. Im 17 and I’ve met the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, I want no one else.

I just want you to know how I’m feeling, and to tell me whether I can ever have you back. Because I’m broken. In my head you still love me and you’re being destructive to try and get over me, and I’m scared it’s working. Because everything I’m trying isn’t working, nothings working for me.